return
its been two weeks i have not back home…today i finally back home..last time, i alwes like to stay outside my home….but now, i feel tat home is the best place for everyone shelter…..well, i sick for a few days..my frens care me a lot…but i can tell u, mom’s care is alwes the best…she is the one who understand ur body..hehe….
it also has been two weeks i let go evrything….suppose to say tat i try my best to let go evrything….sometime i ask myself, y should i care u so much? i really could not answer this question…it comes fr my heart..my heart wanna care u…my heart does not want u to get lost..my heart wanna attract ur attention…..my heart does not want to stay away fr u….its all bout my heart..not my body…
many ppl act come after me and try to comfort me…..but i m too stubborn…i alwes response to them "u are not me, u would nvr know the true feeling"…they then end up silent…its true…although u guys knows and experience a lot of things..but i can tell u..in this world, there are billion and billion of things and situation….all is dif…u can nvr come across the exactly same situation….so even u tell me tat u understand me but i can tell u"u only understand 20% of my situation"….just the parties involved knows the situation vry well….u all nvr know wat had happened…the best of the best and oso the worst of the worst……u nvr know…
act although i say i wanna let go, but still i m hoping for some hope….i know tat i m too stupid……y do i still looking for the hopeless hope…..crazy….i m really mad…i dunno wheres the worthiness of u….i alwes ask myself "do u worth it?"…sorry, no answer….i m finding the answer……
